thinking about thoughts...

Say, why does my throat hurt all the time?
Where can I get a fake beard?
Would I look good in an asymmetrical hair cut? Well, or maybe the question is, is that my style?
What ARE the neighbors doing? Clearing out the attic of a lot of dirt? Why is their attic filled with dirt?




http://www.cnnbcvideo.com/taf.html?hp=1
Here is a link to a video you can make and send to your friends who might not vote, its a scary view about what might happen if McCain wins by one vote...theirs!!

G-d bless.

don't take drugs! and don't let your ma do drugs!

just to sad for words!

Look at this trailer, it looks like a nice movie! ITS NOT!


I have had a theory that some movies are just TOO sad to watch. You should not watch them, the world is bad enough. They are brilliant movies, though they can ruin your day, heck your week! I have a new entry in to that list...Romulus My Father. UGG! Here is a partial list:

1. Romulus My Father
2. Turtles Can Fly
3. Dancer in the Dark

Which others?

thanks fo reminding that shaytan is always around

I don't know your life!

Awww man I do not update this thing or make any new blog entries! Its prolly cus no one reads this! Ok, what should I write about? writie writie typiddy type type.

Well, something must happen when all SORTS of stuff happens, and then you don't want to write about any of it. You just want to ignore it and float around like a kitten in a bubble.

Remember when that war in Georgia was big news? Then boom! my city is a police state! Boom! the economy is collapsing! my house is robbed!

All I want to do is eat stuff, and snooze.

I'll play a writing game where I just say briefly little snippits from my thoughts and life!

A bulldog named Papa, a good or bad idea to get?
why so many zits today? Was it the chocolate?
should I take vitamin d suppliments
so many mice in the house, does it really matter? they wont die!
I hate accounting, I kind of really do. why did I chose that, am I a nut or what!
Why is my Norwegian teacher so serious? Its just for fun.
Egg coffee, should we try it?

Ok, this has been good. Its good to just come out and say it! I am no good at blogging!
I'll still do it, or try to atleast.

Now they have war on the internet!

Well, I think the end has started. Russia invades Georgia because Georgia is attacking Russian citizens within its borders, but Russia just made them citizens because they wanted to take back South Osseita...OR...something like that. It think no one is acting well, as often is the case with these things! The issue though is that this suuuuuuure seems like a chilly little conflict I remember from my childhood. One that almost could have gone another way, in no small part due to clashing spheres of influence in the Middle East.

Though US-Russian relations have significantly improved, and the Russians seem to be as capitalist as the best of 'em, the Arab-Israeli conflict has never been settled! There isn't a war there now per say.... other than the Intifada (which some would argue is a war that represents the all the Arabs, the Palestinians are a "thorn" left in the "little Satan") but no one ever made up, well, except for Israel and Egypt but thats just because the US pays them both to act nice.

The US has been backing Israel for ages, and the Soviet Union was basically down for the other guys in the Middle East during the cold war. Now again, the Soviet Union and Iran have relations, and we still love Israel. But do you know who doesn't love each other? Israel and Iran!

Hell no, they hate each others guts. Not all the citizenry I mean, the crazy government folks that get in power in these countries. And, maybe they both have nuclear bombs. We all know Israel does, its like a big secret that everyone knows. Iran may or may not have da bombs but we don't want those two going at it is the point We are all, listen Israel I don't care if she stole your holy land AND your man, don't you go over there tonight! And she's all, the hell I wont! And plus you've got my back, right America? And we're all, ehhhhhh...well, we DID have your back till Russia got all pissed at us....I gotta go see my cousin....and then Israel goes nuts cus no ones stopping it!

Anyway, you get it. Cold war, Middle East, it all sounds too familiar.

the tyranny of health

Due to the prices of food increasing I have become broke. I realized that I spend aprox 60% of my money on FOOD (including restaurants). If that 60% goes up at all its really cutting in to my other costs. ( BTW I make next to nothing). I also am obsessed with buying healthy food organic food. Local...crazy expensive berries...first cold pressed oils...I need it all! I have no insurance, my paint is peeling off the walls, I can't fix my car, and I go to "student dentists" (ohh! I should blog about that next), but damn if I don't eat like a king.

Anyway, the last time I went to the grocery store (uggg, not the co-op!) I tried to save some money. I bought 99 cent shrimp. I bought 99 cent cottage cheese. I tasted like ROT. Some things I suspect you can compromise on for savings, and some you can't. Raisins and oats, and pickles maybe it doesn't matter. Any sort of produce or dairy should be high quality. This is all so new to me, I hate it really. What about the politics of consumerism? I am being forced out of ethical choices! I don't want to buy regular anything, I know its all weird chemicals and labor and all that...but what can you do.